Catharsis  

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I'm. High. Realize. It's. Contracting. Slow. Passing. Glow. Isayimhigh. Thosemoronslaughatme. Pain? Where? I'm. Here.
Parul? Hate. Being. loser. Iwanttobeloved. Likeababy. Iminaplacenta. Veinsbloodgoo. Feel.Safe. Cry. Crrycrycry.

As. hu. Songsplaying. Stupidsongsidontconnectwith. Anger. Karnasksme. Theydonthavemysongs. Move. Piss. Pissed. Mycellhasmysongs. Ashubitchlookscontent. Not happy. Angerpissed pissedangerangpisssangpisseangpissangrepisangpisspangpssiange gpissangrepisagpissangrepisagpissangrepisagpissangrepisa.









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" O Pardesi O Pardesi, Meetha Sa Chadha Hai Bukhar, He Re Main Thara Pardesi "

Dance. Free. Dance. Dance. Free. Peace. Idontexist. Peace. Dance.Free. Limbsmovingatwill. Peace. Head Open. Spilldonthefloor. Legsmovingatwill. Peace. Dance. Imagine. Everythingisinmeonmehereme. Bodymovingatwill. Peace. Dance.

Cut.
So, after a strong recommendation from everybody and their granny, I finally get down to watching DevD. I find the movie weird. Very Weird. Also a little deliberately unpolished at places. Also boring. So, I am at this scene where Abhay Deol enters a ghettoish-hip club and starts drinking his brains off. And this another character gets ready for a performance starts dancing and...

"O Pardesi O Pardesi, meetha Sa Chadha Hai Bukhar, he Re Main Thara Pardesi"

I turn the lights out. Limbs moving at will. Dance. Free. Dance. Dance. Screensplitting. Abhay Deolgetswater. Cameraweird. Shutscreen. Dancedancefree.
Mom. Food. Foodstayingattonguetip. Notgoingdown. Wantmore. Gottajumpoff. No. Focus. Gottawritethisdown. Can get high at will.



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8 comments

How high/fucked up were you?

August 19, 2009 at 10:34 PM

Like you don't know.

August 20, 2009 at 1:59 AM

And you have this habit of randomly commenting something encouraging/slightly related, when a particular blog post doesn't intrigue you much.

August 20, 2009 at 3:07 AM

It sounds familiar.

August 20, 2009 at 6:29 AM

That's true

August 20, 2009 at 11:50 AM

I actually didn't get that fact that you were talking about the 'same' night, recollected here in the light of sanity. I thought this was post my departure. My bad.

August 20, 2009 at 12:05 PM

And what's Ashu-something-bitch doing in your blog? ;)

August 20, 2009 at 6:58 PM

I was just being honest. :)

August 20, 2009 at 11:21 PM

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