i realized, that to be in love doesn't have to be painful. that it can be a happy experience
i do not have to worry about what she would think because of what i say. if it is all too much or too little.
if i am good enough for her.
because this time, i know i am.
and because she gets me
what could be more satisfying than when she gets you.
sometimes the obvious , is so easy for the mind to miss
and why does the mind choose agony ? is there some sweet, inherent pleasure in pain ?
because when it is so appallingly right, the mind tries to search for the most absurd of reasons to present a counter case
just, for the fucking heck of it. presumably.
yet the mind didn't bother for the practical, when it was impossible an endeavor to begin with.
Then again, I was a tad too quixotic back in the day
perhaps a part of us is designed to necessarily think of what wrong could be made with a situation
any situation
how else could humans pervert so much as to do the depraved things they do ?
but i digress.
and this has a feeling of deja vu. i haven't written for a while.
fuck it feels good
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